No Harm In That!

I've decided to become more mature. After Maya had told me she went to Farkle's all by herself, which I never thought would happen, I realized I need to be mature too. I've learned by my rebel 14 year old trainwreck cousin that I shouldn't be worried to be alone with James. Of course, there are going to be some issues to that. But, if she can be alone with Farkle, I can be alone with James. I mean, what's the harm in that? It will be better for everybody... but me.

Let me show you something:

ISSUES WITH BEING WITH JAMES ALONE:

• Wouldn't it just be awkward? He'd be like, "Riley... great to see you here." (sarcasm as in this is weird)
• I'd have to be in a fight with Emily or Maya. I never go outside without either one of them unless we are fighting.
• It would become normal that we are alone. Soon enough, it will become so normal, one of us will make a move on the other! We'll end up back together, and then one of us will get hit by a bus attempting to come to the other's house, the other will be heartbroken, and it will all be alone time's fault!
• Yeah, none of this is happening

So, I am guessing you think this is unrealistic. Forget the bus part. Let's pretend this didn't happen and move on. REWIND!

ISSUES WITH BEING WITH JAMES ALONE:

• Wouldn't it just be awkward? He'd be like, "Riley... great to see you here." (sarcasm as in this is weird)
• I'd have to be in a fight with Emily or Maya. I never go outside without either one of them unless we are fighting.
• It would become normal that we are alone. Soon enough, it will become so normal, one of us will make a move on the other! We'll end up back together, and then one of us will get hit by a bus attempting to come to the other's house, the other will be heartbroken, and it will all be alone time's fault!
• Yeah, none of this is happening

Okay, moving on. So, I would have no harm in this. I mean, he's just a friend. What's the worst that could happen? We re-become like episodes us? I'd LOVE that. Wouldn't you? Well, it wouldn't affect you. But it would sure affect me. Let's just say I am done being this silly girl who has no life. I am going to be like episodes me, rather that or not! I am back to normal, of course once James has a say in this...

I mean, did we look annoyed spending time together? Forget that, I kind of did. Did he look annoyed spending time with me? No, not really. He just looked kinda weird in that position, but hey, that didn't affect his mood, did it? I mean, if I were in his position, it would have affected me. 

This photo may have nothing to do with this topic, but we both look kind of irritated. Ah, the wonders of Season 2 Episode 1. The uncomfortable position of talking about whether Beth looks at James a lot. I mean, he just looks plain creepy. But I, well I look kinda cute but shocked. I was mad! Hahahaha! As funny as that is (not), moving on.

I'm sorry for interupting our topic-talk, but this is a photo I don't think I'll find again. Chloe, Stephanie, me and Michelle! How cute is that! Actually, that was probably August 2013. The good old days! We went to a baseball game to clear our memories from dancing so much. As random as this gets, I will continue with the topic.

I am now at the point of my every post where I explain what it was for. I'm saying that then and now I can do my own. Sometimes, I can do this. Other times, I might need help with this life and alone thing but otherwise, I have it sometimes. I've learned that I can do this alone sometimes. What's the harm in controlling my life sometimes?