Saturday, May 31, 2014

Shocking But Expecting...

I just read my wiki and found out something quite shocking but totally expected. It said James is my future boyfriend. What?! He is? When I saw that I was shocked. I saw so many comments shocked as well. It is nice to know that in the future things will fix.

Riley

Riley s2TroupeAType of DancerContemporaryFriendsEmilyMichelle,ChloeGiselleLove InterestsJames (ex-boyfriend/) (future boyfriend)
Charlie (Dated)
First AppearanceGet The Party Started

My Posession

I have this new notebook that I write about personal stuff in. I keep it with me wherever I go. I don't let anyone read it, anyone can touch it though. It is a good book. It is pink with checkard pink and purple and blue. I love writing in it. It is really cool.

More Bio On Riley!

Okay, I have a lot more information about myself which is all 100% true because it is from my Wiki Page.

-It says that I still love James after we broke up and James still loves me
-I used to play baseball
-My ex-boyfriend is James (duh)
-I am a big fan of Brighter Brightest and One Direction
-If I could be a jelly or a jam, I'd be blueberry jam
-My dream job is to be a famous actress or dancer. I'd also like to be a ninja
-I never do acro dance because I once hurt myself doing it
-My favorite song is any song by One Direction
-I am afraid of chickens because I was attacked by one when I was younger
-If I could dance with anyone, it would be Kenny Warmold
-My grandmother passed away

That's all my deep information

What's That About?

If you look closely at my left arm, you see brown spots all over me. Weird huh? I bet your wondering what's that about. Well, first let me show you an example of them.

Look closely at this picture and try and notice the brown spots. If you didn't notice, look at the more visible one down here.

Can't you see it? What is going on there? What's up with my arms?

Look at my arm. Do you see the brown? Seriously, what's that all about?

Childhood Photographs

Alright, in this post I'll be sharing some of my childhood photographs.

This is me when I was 4. I was getting my photo for dance taken. I danced when I was 4 too. It's cool to grow up dancing and to look back at 10 years ago knowing I danced.

This is me when I was either ten or eleven competing at a dance recital. I got the solo. I was in J-Troupe I think.

When The War Is Over

My dance called When The War Is Over has a huge message. I'll begin to fight when the war is over is kind of what it's trying to say. My dance to this song is really dark and emotional. It says, "Don't take enemies for friends," and how I felt when I was dancing is that I took enemies for friends. I do like my friends, just then I was upset with James.

This is my dance to When The War Is Over.

Your The One That I Want

So, Emily and I just finished shopping at a dollar store sidewalk sale and I got a notebook and an attaching pen. When we got home, The Next Step was on. It was Your The One That I Want and we watched. She laughed at some of the parts of mine. It was funny I guess. The, by the end of the episode, something came to mind. Is it worth fighting for? Is this what I want my battles to be based on? And, I'm not saying I want to fight for this and I am not saying I don't want to fight for this. I'm asking myself these questions be 100% for sure if this is the battle I'm choosing with James. Just like James said, if your unsure than you don't want them as a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want them as a friend. So in my situation, what does this even get to? I'm unsure, but I don't want to lose James at all. I am just unsure. So much of me wants James so badly. So much of me is questioning. Which side has more power? I'm going to ask one more question to myself before I leave off this post. Is this worth fighting for?

Friday, May 30, 2014

Hazy Shade of Winter

So, in Hazy Shade of Winter, I'll explain what happened. So, first there was some sort of flash mob chanting by Eldon, James, and West in Culture Shock. Then, Michelle talked to Emily telling her she saw her and Hunter kiss. Then, Hunter told Michelle that he knows she saw. Hunter and Emily I can see becoming an official relationship. Hunter told Michelle he'll be there for her as a friend because he wants to be with Emily. Michelle considers leaving The Next Step because she no longer has the same effect on dance as she used to. She tries to talk to Eldon, but he doesn't want to because he thinks she's annoying because they're clearly done and out of a relationship. Meanwhile, Giselle and Thalia try to talk James and I into getting our duet back and it doesn't work out. Then, when I'm walking home from school, James runs to me and tries to talk to me. I asked, "where's Beth? She's been hanging around you lately?" "Like a moth to a..." he tried to figure out... "a lightbulb." I said. "Which makes me the lightbulb?" James said which I have to say, made me laugh a little. After that, I told him I have a lot of homework and I need to walk home. He said he'll come with me. I said I think I should walk alone and I was speed-walking and he stopped and walked away. After that occured, nothing happened between us since...

Losing The Duet

Okay, I have a long story about a week ago. So, one week ago, Giselle and Thalia challenged James and I for our duet. While they showed us the duet, we sat and we talked about if it is worth it or not. I wasn't talking about the duet. I was talking about the relationship. Then I said, "I thought you were fighting for this. I thought you were fighting for me," there was no reply. When we had to show our duet, I asked, "is this worth fighting for?" And I knew he knew it wasn't the dance, it was the relationship. "No" he said. "They can have the duet, we don't want it..." I said as both James and I sadly/angrily walked out of the studio. We lost the duet and because we know we don't have a fun or easy time working together anymore.

Melissa MJK: Thanks To Her

Guess what? I found a girl on YouTube named Melissa MJK who uploads any scene from our show, The Next Step, and I asked her to upload the part in Winner Takes All where we win Regionals. She is uploading the whole scene and I can finally stop dying to see that episode. Thanks to her, I have so many videos to watch. Any scene under 10 minutes I want, she's got! She said when someone asks her to make a video for us, she is on it as soon as she receives the message. Sweet! Thank you Melissa MJK!

Movie Night!

Okay, I need to explain what's been happening lately. So, first news and best news is I found an episode called "Winner Takes All" where on the stage of Regionals I humiliate Beth in front of the entire country by kissing James after we win Regionals. Yeah! Take that idiotic Beth! If anyone finds the full episode of Winner Takes All, I'd be happy if you told me where to find it! Okay, next big thing is that James and I got back together just by a single phone call Giselle forced me to make and now Tiffany is all up in my face about it. It's a little bit crazy but the whole studio used to love the relationship and chemistry James and I shared so Tiffany is just happy that it is back. Okay, now for the movie night I was going to tell you about. So, Emily and I were deciding to watch Caillou's Christmas Movie and I told her not to tell James that I'm watching baby movies just when James walked into my house and said he'll watch with us. So, we picked out our movies and while Emily was busy, James and I put the movie in the TV in Emily's room. So, Emily, James, and I arranged spots to watch and I was (of course) in the middle between them. Emily said that it'd be awkward to sit beside and be in a blanket with my boyfriend and we all agreed. So, I got in the middle and Emily got in her end spot and as well as James who got on the other side of me. Being a good boyfriend, James put his arms around me the entire movie until the end. Emily sang the songs every time and I am surprised she remembered the lyrics for the most part. I hate all of the songs until the last song playing the Credits called, "Everyday," which Emily and I were obsessed with when I was 5 and she was 6. She stopped at 7 but I liked it still at 6. Hearing it again was nice I guess. It's a soothing song. Well, that was movie night with James and Emily. Wow, their names together are weird. Anyways, movie night was great besides for the fact that the movie was playing. Yeah, that part was a little bit disappointing. I just liked being there with James and getting along with him again like we used to. Beth just tore us apart and James let her. He let us fall apart just like the rip of a paper. But, I am going to choose to be positive about everything that's going on. We have rehearsals for Nationals after school so I'll see James again after school. That is good and maybe before we continue on this new-old relationship, I'll talk to him about ground rules with Beth. Because heads up to James if he is reading this (truly I doubt it but it's worth saying for just in case) One last shot, one, and if he blows it, no more chances. I am not going to break-up with him over silly little things like the bus ride around town in Season 1, but yes, I'll be mad. But if I see him and Beth KISSING again, it's just going to be done. 2 chances is enough. After one break-up about Beth, doing it again is dumb. For one certain thing, you get one chance. ONE!

Upsetting Night

So, yesterday Giselle and I were outside and she began talking British and making up British words like plentiful and it is already a real word is what I tried to tell her. She also made of the shefinshinshies language. Pronounced: she-fin-shin-shees. It was fun until the accent was getting up on my nerves but I know once Giselle begins a bet she doesn't turn back. She had to speak like that until 1:00. It was hard but she got through. Also, last night when I got in bed I piled blankets of my knees and put my head into it all and was crying. What was I crying about you ask? Well, all of the stuff with James and everything going on is really hurtful. I was crying until my dad came in. "Riley, are you crying?" He asked. I said no. He said I clearly am so I told him about James, Beth, everything. He was comforting me when Emily and Mom came in and asked. Normally, I'd be embarrassed of something like that, but I was way too sad. When Emily, my mom and my dad left I doved my head under my blankets and cried so hard and so loudly. I really missed James that night, I really did. I just wished I could be with him. And yet, I still do today....

The Journey Through Dance

I'm Riley. I dance at one of the best dance studios in Canada. We made it to Regionals with my sister Emily as dance co-captain with Michelle. We won Regionals and now were moving on to Nationals but this time with new dancers. Thalia and Amanda. Amanda had a previous captaincy at Elite studio but she decided to join The Next Step because everyone was mean to her at Elite. I believe that Amanda is going to stay trustworthy towards the studio and never attend Elite again. Thalia is a new Ballet dancer and she is really talented. I love having her at The Next Step. I was dating James. Long story short, he kissed his ex named Beth. I hate Beth. She's an idiot. Well, this is my dance journey and welcome to my very new blog.